these things i do/the actions i take/the way i do it. it's hard to not hold resentment towards you. i realize/d how dangerous it is/was to live this way, but how could i possibly live any other way after what i have experienced with you?
i do these things - hoping the sum of the parts will be what makes my lover come back.
and then there comes the disappointment. the earth-shattering realizations.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
my little corner looked so beautiful today in the sunlight. i thought about the morning we sat here on my balcony. drinking iced coffee and listening to joanna newsom. we didn't talk much that morning. the future was now.
o, morning without warning like a hole
and i watch you go
there are some mornings when the sky looks like a road
and there are some dragons who were built to have and hold
and some machines are dropped from great heights lovingly
and some great bellies ache with many bumblebees
and they sting so terribly